October 14th & Contact: For Me, It's Personal

Dear Friends who read this blog, like so many around this globe, I am waiting to see what October 14th brings. I have been waiting for this for so many years. I have become so awakened, and more and more all the time to my small but important role in preparing for full - undeniable - open public sightings and contact.

There was a time years before, when, after my initial hypnosis session turned my world completely upside down, I lived managing a certain level of terror just to work and live and move through my life in some kind of 'normal' manner. As I investigated the material around my newly emerged memories, I found more and more corroborating stories, testimony, evidence that they were real. Indeed, I could not complete my healing process until I accepted that they were real and dealt with all the emotional fallout from them. I finally, years later, did some subsequent hypnosis sessions to uncover more that I had questions about, needing more answers. I remember sitting on my sofa for hours at a time after, in shock, pushing down rising panic at the calculated cruelty and incredible abuse I remembered.

Difficult as this process was, it was also a time of great awakening of my consciousness and that continues on to the days through which we are now passing.

I remember the times years ago I sat watching UFO documentaries on TV, knowing extraterrestrials are real, watching evidence being presented, and watching debunkers allowed to comment on it all and ridicule it back into the realm of the unreal and the ridiculous, preserving the fragile reality of those who can't or won't face the facts of what is going on all around them.

I remember not being able to even begin to deal with my own memories and my feelings about them because of this ridicule, and healing that could have happened sooner with the right support, happened much, much later. I hope I am putting an end to that by coming forward, so that those who have had experiences like mine can find the support they need to heal. But back then, in the years past, I got to the point of refusing to watch UFO programs any more, angry that a reality that I knew was real was being so denied. I said I would only watch coverage of this phenomenon once first contact was accurately announced by Dan Rather on the evening news. Till then, just leave me out of it all.

I was experiencing not only fear of emerging memories and speaking about my experiences, but deep anger and rage, and deep grief around them as well. Especially grief. I wondered how I could live with memories of such cold, calculated cruel abuse. Just to know that some human beings were capable of treating other human beings in such a way felt like a loss of innocence so profound as to be almost too much to live with… and I wondered if my earlier near-brush with suicide had sprung from the pressure of these phantom memories which my body knew, but my mind had not yet reclaimed at that time. I wondered, 'how do people survive carrying around memories like this?' The weight of the grief was overwhelming. I'm currently working with a friend to create a DVD to tell my story in full, so others who want to know it can, and so I can be complete and never have to repeat my experiences again. I have moved beyond the need to tell this over and over again.

The shift that has happened to me in the last few years has been because I did find two gifted healers to work with and they will always have my deep love and gratitude. With the pressure of the emotional turmoil lifted, I reclaimed a sense of joy in living and enjoying a wonderful community to live in, here in southwest Colorado. I turned my attention to art and other interests, like sustainability. I did my best to put my experiences behind me, keep quiet about them (except to a few friends) so as not to upset others who didn't know about such things or expose myself to disbelief and ridicule, which in a minor way, is almost re-traumatizing. But in the last two years I have found that speaking out about my experiences is a necessary - and vital - part of my final stages of healing.

So I created Durango Exopolitics, as a blog here online and as a local discussion group, in which, from my own well of experiences, spirituality and insights, I do my best to educate people about the reality of extraterrestrials, the shadow government and what they are capable of and, in spite of what has happened to me and the memories I carry, take a joyful, peaceful and hopeful view of humanity's future. Part of this future that I consider to be inevitable, is full, open public contact with spiritually evolved, benevolent extraterrestrials.

An Awakening Wanderer

Speaking now as an awakening Wanderer - an extraterrestrial soul who chose to incarnate as human - I feel strongly that I chose this life for multiple purposes for my soul's growth. I've been associated with this planet for eons as time passes here, memories of coming here from Lyra and settling on Lemuria to seed and colonize this planet strong within me. During my earthwalk here, first as a Lyran, then incarnating as human to experience more fully this world and its peoples' evolution, I picked up karma, which choosing this particular present life, with all its challenges, has helped to clear for the coming ascension, or humanity's first-stage enlightenment that will help as many as possible move into another energetic octave of spiritual evolution and experience.

The difficulties of this life have spurred an equally wondrous awakening to consciousness, to who I truly am. My mission here is two-fold: to educate to the best of my ability about extraterrestrials and the shadow government from my unique experience and spiritual perspectives, and as a field-worker liaison with the Star Nations of the Light to share my human experiences and insights with my Star community so they can understand what it's like for us who live on Earth and factor in these experiences as they determine how best to intervene in and set humanity back on course for the coming Shift or portal of 2012, that we are even now in the great wave of. I am as human as any of you, and yet also (and I'm one of millions) a soul who came here long ago as we measure time here, to learn/teach and assist.

There were many lifetimes when I forgot my purpose here in the Great Forgetting that happens to souls who incarnate here. Remembering our purpose and why we came is extremely challenging, and yet, as with other emerging feelings/memories that surface, I smile to myself when I think I must have most enthusiastically volunteered to come, excited at such opportunities for my soul's growth that I'd encounter here. When I go back among my Star community for good, the passage of time there will seem like I was on an extended pilgrimage of several months to a couple of years, though here on Earth I'll soon celebrate my 54th birthday. Don't ask me how I know this. It just seems to emerge as truth from within.

So, as I contemplate October 14th, first undeniable sightings/contact with the kind of extraterrestrial beings we need so very much to come to know and have contact with, for me it's personal. It's the complete joy of two realities I belong to coming together at last. It's weeping tears of joy and relief to know that the kinds of cruelties and abuses I experienced will never have to happen to anyone here again. It's having the insight that, if NESARA is truly real and is implemented, it will be a bridge to a true moneyless society where people create abundance for all and work to their individual and common good and the good of all life here and Gaia herself. It's knowing that all people will know all the truth of what has transpired here at last - no more denial - and that truth will set them free, and that freedom will then become responsible co-creativity of our collective, conscious world from our hearts in loving cooperation with each other and the living conscious Universe. It's knowing that it is a beginning rich with promise, truly a New Dawn for humanity and this world.

Thanks for reading...

Warmly,
Niara

Exopolitics: Why am I doing this?

(Please scroll down for new links of interest to the U.N. Meeting about UFOs, a podcast interview of myself with Dana Cribari of the Purple Phoenix, and more.)

I'm doing this because people have both a need to know and a right to know that our government has been hi-jacked by individuals over at least the last 60 years, not necessarily elected officials, who created a secret government and have kept high level secrecy in place since the Roswell extraterrestrial crash since 1947, creating the National Security Act of 1947 the same year to insure secrecy around extraterrestrial technology retrieval and study, and down through the years, a host of other unsavory and inhumane projects that have less to do with national security, and more to do with controlling and managing the U.S. population in ways that suit their purposes, for greed and for power.

In recent times we have seen this faction, moving from the shadows but more and more increasingly obvious through their machinations, appoint a president and vice-president by a U.S. Supreme Court decision in 2000, rather than allow one to be duly elected by the people with a fair, impartial and fully accountable election process. This happened not once but twice, allowing an irresponsible administration to continue in office that has seized unprecedented power and run with it, starting a war of aggression with Iraq, and now posturing for a war with Iran. A president that commutes the sentences of convicted criminals. A president who tries to pass legislation giving himself and his people retroactive protection against war crimes—as much as an admission that he has committed war crimes. A president/administration that sets about dismantling the very Constitution he is sworn to protect—a domestic attack on this cherished document. A president/administration that revokes the rule of Habeas Corpus, a vital component of human rights that predates the founding of United States of America. More and more transparent to a wider and wider cross-section of the U.S. population, only the most deluded can ignore what has been and continues to go on.

When I was in the military, I took an oath to defend the U.S. and its Constitution against all enemies foreign and domestic. The president, vice-president and members of Congress also take this oath upon entering office. I was also instructed that I was always to put my conscience and values ahead of orders, as well as not to stand in awe of someone of higher rank who might issue an order in conflict with my conscience and values. By such means do we individually and collectively preserve a world worth living in for all of humanity.

I see so many good people shaking their heads, disturbed, wondering how things could get this bad as they are in government today, and while recognizing it’s bad, still even in denial about how bad it truly is because of not having all the information and data they need to have to understand it at its roots. I’m amazed that top military officials, recognizing the responsibility of their oath, have not marched into the Oval office and arrested the president and his entire administration for treason, having demonstrated over and over to be “domestic enemies” of our Constitution.

And how did it get this bad? Secrecy. Secrecy that took root in the past in the aftermath of the Roswell saucer crash in the form of the National Security Act of 1947. Secrecy that allowed select groups of individuals to study and back-engineer truly out-of-this-world technology and release it in small parcels for personal profit and gain, while withholding energy technology that could help to clean up our world, making any war to secure Middle East oil fields an unnecessary and criminal waste—of trillions of dollars that could be turned to much better use—and of human lives. 4000 and counting to date. For an excellent and well researched video dealing with this topic, see Richard Dolan speaking at the 2005 X Conference - How UFO Secrecy Has Damaged American Society:

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-9175247719246424483

I quote the words of Ed Komarek, a friend out there on the web:

http://exopolitics.blogspot.com/

“Come on folks wake up and smell the coffee. Just think what would have happened to the environmentally destructive fossil fuels industry in the 1950s if ET related cheap, non polluting energy had become publicly available. What would have happened to the arms industry if peace would have broken out around the world? What would have happened to the whole transportation infrastructure monopolies if we transported in levitating anti-gravity vehicles? Who has the most to lose if extraterrestrial reality became common knowledge?”

“The longer the battle goes on, the more people are going to catch on to the fact that it’s the criminal elite, the entrenched interests that are primarily responsible for the 60 year cover up of extraterrestrial reality and the extreme damage to society and the global environment. The global elite have had their day but now are on the run and I hope they will one day be captured and tried in The Hague for crimes against humanity. There should be no amnesty, no appeasement given to these sophisticated criminal gangsters who have done so much damage to society and the environment the past sixty years. We need to rid the world of these people and any extraterrestrial allies they might have assisting them.”

Preparing and disseminating the knowledge to inform people about what is going on is to provide them with the means to ask the questions that must be asked, first within ourselves, then of our elected officials, and of all the alphabet agencies such as the CIA, NSA and more. Our questions must become a thunder in their ears, demanding answers, with so many multitudes asking them that they can’t help but answer or respond in some way. These are some of the questions, to start:

Why this secrecy? What is really going on? Why will you not release technology that can help solve the energy problems we have in this country and the world? Why have so many young people died in a war that never had to even happen in the first place? In an at least ostensible, however questionable and ill-founded, bid to seek out and take nuclear capability away from Moslem nations out of our fear that they will use it against us, why have we become a nation using shock and awe war terrorism to subdue those whom, as it turns out, were never a threat in a nuclear way in the first place? I’d like to see the white house, Congress and the alphabet agencies buried in letters asking these and other tough questions.

It’s hard to break peoples’, the public’s, denial. A campaign of ridicule was formulated at the very beginning of secrecy around extraterrestrials and their craft, to divide and conquer us and make sure that the majority of us never took it seriously, while those who did know, either by their nighttime abductions or exposure during military service, kept quiet out of fear of that ridicule. As far as other government secrets, patriotic U.S. citizens were conditioned to accept that some secrets needed to be kept as stated by the National Security Act of 1947, “for reasons of national security.” Now look at the government, and the world this secrecy has given us.

My partner read this post yesterday and offered the suggestion that perhaps it has too much anger in it, that I should write something more dispassionate. So I let this sit overnight and considered his feedback. As I have read through it again this morning, I feel that it needs to go as it is. He said it was a rant. I agree, and sometimes anger is the most appropriate emotion to express when a person’s, or a population’s boundaries have been so violated that basic human rights, freedoms and safety are in jeopardy. I wanted to address the question, “Why am I doing this?” Because I care deeply. Because I want people to understand what’s going on at the most fundamental levels. Confronted by an informed and aware public, any president/administration that would try to take away our basic rights and freedoms will have an extremely tough time doing it. While I may feel angry, I do not advocate violence in any form. The lessons Gandhi taught us about passive resistance may apply at some point. Forewarned is forearmed, rather than to be caught in shock when the notice comes in the mail that it’s time to go receive your sub-dermal microchip, or be arrested and imprisoned because you participated in a peace rally and have been identified as aiding and abetting terrorists by doing so, or because you question the official government version of 9/11.

Years ago, during my enlisted air force time, I suffered extremely harsh and inhumane treatment at the hands of people who exposed me to extraterrestrial technology, physically challenging injections of unknown substances and were determined to keep it secret by means of inducing intense trauma to make me compartmentalize and bury the memory. But those memories of those experiences and trauma have emerged through the discovery of 3 months of missing time in my life and subsequent hypnosis to find out what happened in those 3 months. They have not been at all easy to deal with or live with. But they did open my eyes to the kind of secret shadow government running the show behind the scenes. I’ve done years of reading, research and talked to many people to try and understand these experiences and put them into context. No one wants to believe that human beings are capable of such atrocity to other human beings. But they have created in me a person who wants to see all harm done to the Earth’s ecosystem, living things, humans or other sentient beings, whether individuals or the populations of nations or the Earth, stopped—and the secrecy that allows it to continue—end.

This is not the end of what I have to say. There is a spiritual component to all of this as well that also bears being addressed, but that's for next time, next post. The above is not easy stuff to look at or digest... so remember to balance it with walks in the sunshine, doing what you love and being with those you love and enjoying every good thing in your lives.

Many Blessings,
Niara

Other March 27, 2008 News:

Secret UN Meeting saga continues…

Dr. Michael Salla continues to follow up on the secret U.N. Meeting on UFOs, covering the important topic of credibility of witness sources who are leaking the information about this meeting, or meetings as the case may be. See his latest post on this here:

http://exopolitics.org/Exo-Comment-70.htm

Other places around the web are buzzing with this news, discussing it in all of its implications. These websites include http://www.ufodigest.com/ and the Open Minds web board forum: http://lucianarchy.proboards21.com/index.cgi . Much of this info there are volumes of, so plan to spend some time at the computer should you decide to sift through it.

Niara’s Podcast Interview up at the Purple Phoenix website…

I have my own story, at least in part, out there on the web now, courtesy of a wonderful interview and podcast with Dana Cribari of the Purple Phoenix. Her website is at:

http://www.thepurplephoenix.com

and our interview (approximately 52 minutes) is at:

http://www.thepurplephoenix.com/purple_phoenix_voice.html

Other links of interest from one of our group on this list:

http://www.alienjigsaw.com/Milabs/pom7.html

Milabs is the term referring to military abductions that occur in conjunction to extraterrestrial contacts/abductions.

The following link needs a highspeed internet connection and is a great UFO documentary called Fastwalkers.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qns2W6CVpPw