Friday, January 22, 2010

Niara Terela Isley & Coast to Coast last night...

To everyone who tuned in to hear me last night, sorry for my part in the interview having to be cut short by a bad phone connection. Thank you for your time and attention. If you want to know more about me and my story, there are several places out on the internet where you can get more information:

Articles at UFO Digest:
Nellis AFB Radar Specialist Witnesses UFO

The Human Cost of National Security Act of 1947 Secrecy

Interviews at Paranormal Radio Network with Joe Montaldo:
Niara with Joe on May 5, 2009
Melinda Leslie & Niara on July 8, 2009

On UFO Think Tank (now Open Minds Radio)
Niara Isley, US Air Force & Extraterrestrials
(Scroll down list to May 17, 2009, Niara Isley, US Air Force & Extraterrestrials)

YouTube Video interview with Charles Wright in 29 parts on YouTube:

I want to here express my deep gratitude to Charles, and his wife Mary for traveling to meet me for this interview and the painstaking time and care that they gave me to allow me to get into multiple topics that I consider important around the issues of disclosure, amnesty, extraterrestrial contact and giving spiritual perspectives on all of it.

My writings on Extraterrestrial subjects and the importance of disclosure and contact at the Denver Examiner:
Denver Extraterrestrial Contact Examiner

And lastly, my writings can be seen on my blogs here:

Niara, contactee experiencer (more in my upcoming book on this - note below)... photos of lightships that I see at least once or more a week:
Lightships Picasa Album

Special for the 2010 International UFO Congress in my talk: A part of my experiences never before shared publicly

There is a part of my experiences I have never shared before that I will share with at the UFO Congress in Laughlin this year as a speaker. If you can make it to this last UFO Congress in Laughlin, NV this February I will be speaking about my experiences, healing and the insights that have flowed from that process in hopes of helping others with that process as well. I will be there all week and will do my best to make time to meet with people as I can, and Melinda and I will be having a MILAB encounter group on Thursday evening under the guidance of primary facilitator and colleague, Mary Rodwell of ACERN in Australia.

International UFO Congress:

Mary Rodwell's Website:

Mary Rodwell's interview with Neil Gould on YouTube:

My co-speaker, Melinda Leslie's website:

(This is not truly the last UFO Congress, but it will be the last one in Laughlin, NV under Bob Brown's direction. It will be reshaped and reborn under Open Minds, who are creating new ways to get the vital word out about the reality of extraterrestrial technology, extraterrestrials themselves, helping to further disclosure and contact for the future. Open Minds: )

My Book-in-Work:

I am working on a book called, “Facing the Shadow, Embracing the Light” with a projected completion date by June of 2010. Far better than radio interviews and discussions where important information comes out piecemeal in sound bites, this book is my story of how I came into this life, abductions/contacts beginning at a very early age, how they may have shaped and influenced my life, how I ended up in the military and what happened to me there. It is about my own journey for meaning and healing and deeper self-discovery, and how my early connection to my own spirituality became the container for all of it and the lens through which I finally healed and made peace with it all.

Again, thank you so much for tuning in, and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you as much as I had hoped to me. I also so appreciate Melinda for doing her best to fill in material for me when I couldn't be on any more. Not to worry, more interviews are up-coming.

Many Blessings,

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Divide & Conquer: UFOlogy & Its Coming of Age Child, Exopolitics

There have been many attacks of late on Exopolitics by those in the more established, traditional UFO research field and others that I can't think to include even in the regular UFOlogy group. I'm not going to give anyone the satisfaction of naming any of their names here, from either side of the fence.

Exopolitics could be described as a new-thinking-adolescent-coming-of-age child of UFOlogy, with the parental traditional UFO researchers lecturing and criticizing new methods and ways of thinking about UFOs, extraterrestrials, disclosure and contact, saying this just isn't the way it's done, as Exopolitics continues on its path under its under its own inspirations and ideas of how to proceed.

You may notice that my blog is called Durango Exopolitics. The reason I chose to ally myself with Exopolitics is due to their openness to considering all forms of testimony and evidence, including those with personal experiences, of which I am one of thousands, perhaps more. Exopolitics, as far as I can discern, sets aside the questions (due to reams and volumes of evidence and testimony of every kind) of "Are we alone in the universe?" or "Are we being visited by intelligences not from our own world?" as satisfactorily answered as no, we are not alone, and yes, we are being visited. So now, what are the implications of all this, socially, culturally and last but not least, politically. Why is there a cover-up and what purpose might it serve, and has it outlived is usefulness in an age when humanity is facing extinction at its own hands?

This environmental and societal exploitation and destruction has come about through an extreme lack of vision and the extreme selfish pursuit of wealth and power of a few elite groups who subscribe to the idea "he who dies with the most toys, wins." Keyword there is "dies". And it's not necessary, as the technology to turn things around at this late hour exists, if it can only be brought out in the open and implemented. Then no one has to die and humanity can have the opportunity to outlive its dangerous adolescence and realize its full potential on every level.

I'm a deeply spiritual (NOT religious) person, but that spirituality is also informed by scientific discoveries in the quantum sciences. I have equally respected and revered science my whole life but have run up against its limitations more than once. I'm not naming names here, but I know of at least one quantum physics scientist who also ran up against those limitations and took the risk to jump deeply into his own subjective experience and explore his own consciousness in unorthodox ways - because everything he was learning as a quantum scientist was throwing empirical "objective" research into question... and revealing a true underlying reality very different than the one we have supposed that we live in for the past several thousand years. A multi-dimensional reality. Where we bump up against the multi-dimensional realms in our lives and experiences, traditional science breaks down and is left scratching its head in confusion. If you know a way, please tell me, how science anchored in our third dimension working with things it considers "solid" and "real" can begin to explain phenomenon that are beyond the third dimension? Researchers and observers of UFOs/extraterrestrial craft and the maneuvers they perform I think would all agree that we are seeing something that breaks our known Newtonian laws of physics and are therefore multi or extra dimensional in nature. There really is no "supernatural". There is only the natural... that which lies within our realm of understanding, and that which is still outside the realm of our understanding.

The places where spirituality and science meet, clash and one supplants the other in one arena or another has been explored wonderfully in film over and over through the years. I'm sure we all have our favorites in this regard, informed by our own preferences. "Contact" with Jodie Foster is my top favorite.

To traditional UFO researchers who look askance at experiencers as not being stable or reliable in one fashion or another I say this: Without experiencers calling your attention to UFOs, abductions or other unexplained phenomenon, just what would you have to research and study? How is it that you got into your field of study in the first place? Many, if not most, experiencers won't be held on leashes to serve your personal agendas, shaped by your own upbringing and how it may have informed your individual beliefs, attitudes, preferences or prejudices.

One thing that's consistent about movies and television, it hands us the same good versus evil paradigm over and over and over. And it's a paradigm that has outlived its usefulness on a planet rapidly shrinking in size due to a requirement from our environment that we think together and that we think globally. In going through my own healing journey, I have learned that conflict and continual drama is an adrenalin addiction that we are loathe to let go of. Peace, inner or outer, feels like boredom, to be avoided at all costs.

However, the costs are often our health or our very lives if we drop over dead of heart attack or stroke, as stress and conflict take their toll in health issues arising that force us to look at our own attitudes and beliefs and just how they are truly serving us, or not. Does anyone see the parallel here... individually for our personal health, or collectively for our world's environmental, societal and political health, it's time to set the war paradigm, the conflict paradigm aside and learn to cooperate. Anything less and we can all bend over and kiss our collective asses goodbye.

And what can you take with you when you go? Not a single material item, and all the squabbling you did while in a body on Planet Earth will shrink to absolute insignificance. You can however take the integrity of how you lived your life with you, because in the end, the quality of honesty, integrity, how you learned to demonstrate the giving and receiving of love when you had a human life is the only coin that will count after you leave the human body behind. And before you call this "unscientific" you'd better read a few of the books out there on near-death experiences or out-of-body travel, done by researchers just like you, official or unofficial.

Consider this: When researchers argue and engage in conflict, how much good research is getting done? None. If you believe so fervently in your way being the right way, then continue your research, don't engage in the waste of energy that verbal attacks, conflict and squabbling drain from your valuable time. If you are right, then your dedication to your area of research will bear that fruit in time. If you're afraid that you aren't right, but still want to back your particular chosen horse even if it looks like it might lose, then engaging in that conflict and argument with differing areas of other study and research actually displays your own uncertainty about what you may have invested years of your life in. Sorry about that. And if you take what I'm writing here personally in spite of the fact that I'm not naming names, then I guess I'm speaking to you. I don't mean in any way to be unkind, just point out the obvious and get us all back to work on doing our best instead of fighting.

Divide and conquer is the oldest game in the book, ranking right alongside the world's oldest profession, which I might add is not restricted to women trading sex for money. If your honesty and integrity can be bought off by the highest bidder in any way, you deserve the same label. Time to ask ourselves, what are our goals? A complete and unconditional end to the cover-up? The release of technology to apply to our planet's human and environmental problems? True self-determining freedom where we also step completely up to the plate and accept the co-creative responsibility that goes with it? Contact with extraterrestrial civilizations, and possibly joining a galactic community? Our goals may be far more in alignment that we realize.

I'll close here by saying that truly, Exopolitics or UFOlogy, I want us all to succeed. I want the cover-up to end and technology that can turn the tide on our environmental and other human crises to be released and implemented. And as for the intelligent life engaging our planet in one way or another, that is best brought out in the open as well so we can meet them and begin to open the way to understanding, peace and cooperation on a galactic level as well as on our own planet.

Do the work you feel passionately about as well and as completely as you can. Don't waste time in conflict. Conflict is the main barrier to UFO/Extraterrestrial disclosure. It's counterproductive to what we really need on this planet at this time in human history. On many levels right now our collective clock is ticking.


Sunday, June 14, 2009

Open Letter to the Visionaries of the World: who walk at the frontiers of science, consciousness and spirituality

I just saw Gregg Braden, Bruce Lipton and Alberto Villoldo in a presentation called Choice Point 2012. Explaining at least briefly that UFOs/ETs are real from my experiences both in and out of the military, I asked what they thought about the fact that Francis Crick determined from his research that humans have 223 genes that he felt came from extraterrestrials, in a kind of directed, intelligent genetic upgrade. I said that I felt excited by the possibilities held out for the expansion of human consciousness by eventual, perhaps even eminent, open conscious contact with extraterrestrials.

Alberto Villoldo answered by talking about extra or ultra-dimensionals, making an assumption that by saying extraterrestrials I meant something other than extra or ultra-dimensionals. (Extraterrestrial, very simply, means by definition, “beyond terrestrial” or beyond Earth.) He mentioned orbs and other possible explanations of beings that are beyond the realm of physical, 3D reality. Didn't really address my question. If I had been able to respond or clarify, I would have told him that my definition of extraterrestrial included the types of beings he spoke of.

Bruce Lipton teaches us that it is consciousness, not DNA, that affects our evolution, physical to spiritual and that by becoming aware and using conscious choice, we can affect how our cells organize themselves and process information. This has amazing implications for eliminating disease through conscious intention, and helps to explain things like spontaneous remission of terminal illnesses. And I agree whole-heartedly with Bruce and his work has my full support. Since seeing him in Denver on May 30 I've studied his work even more closely, and the implications of “epigenetics”. But I don't think our DNA is totally irrelevant and meaningless, else why would we have it at all? I believe that codes for various abilities are locked in our DNA and how we expand and direct our consciousness determines how we turn on those abilities, which then allows us to expand more. And I also feel intuitively that DNA is not just a physical, third dimensional construct, but one that has a physical structure in the third dimension and a more expansive energy structure that reaches into the subtler realms of fourth, fifth and higher dimensions, at those realms being a multiple helix of many strands.

Gregg Braden came closest to answering my question, asking the audience how many of them believed that we come from somewhere else, and got a fair show of hands. While he didn't really go where I would have hoped with the question, in depth, it seemed to me that he has looked at this information for himself and is still contemplating how to work with it before speaking more openly about it. I have heard him mention his great respect for former astronaut, Dr. Edgar Mitchell, who has been quite vocal about the reality of extraterrestrials, the truth about the Roswell UFO crash, and much more that he has been confided in. This includes information about special programs hidden from the public eye that include back-engineering extraterrestrial technology from the Roswell and other crashed saucer retrievals that were kept off the public radar far more efficiently than Roswell was.

Official statements have come from the Vatican in the last year about the reality of extraterrestrial life. If contact becomes a reality as this phenomenon becomes more and more highly documented through research, testimony and video, it would seem that the Church might be trying to preserve their position and credibility with their substantial numbers of followers.

Indigenous people around the world often talk about coming here to this world from “star ancestors” or “Star Nations”. In my own Cherokee heritage, there is a legend about the Cherokee people coming from the Pleiades, what they call “the seven little boys” rather than the seven sisters as they are called in other traditions. There is a recent history lore about an extraterrestrial craft that crashed in Aztec, NM in 1948, that had one survivor who was sheltered and hidden by the local Native Americans for a year and was picked up after that year by a fleet of UFOs now called the “Farmington Armada”. Antiquities, archeological and anthropological scholars such as Zecharia Sitchen, Erich von Daniken and Michael Cremo have uncovered evidence in the archeological record of ancient astronauts, people who came from the sky or the stars to Earth. Various pictographic records from ancient to modern show flying devices in the air (some looking like flying saucers reported in recent decades) and some that show people flying inside of these craft. The plains of Nazca and the huge and astonishing animal forms can only be truly appreciated from far above the Earth's surface, yet they were made in ancient times when supposedly no flying vehicles existed. Nassim Haramein, a physicist studying and postulating a theory about the nature of spin in the universe, from galaxies to atoms, has surmised from his research that extraterrestrials had some impact on Earth cultures in the distant past.

Modern extraterrestrial interventions include the documented testimony of many now-retired military men, who testified of their interactions with extraterrestrial technology and in some cases, the beings themselves. Most compelling to me is the testimony of the shut down of nuclear missile silos and missile tests resulting when UFOs lit up the skies over these nuclear facilities. As a child born into a world hanging in the balance between combative super-powers suspiciously circling and eyeing each other, both with their fingers on the nuclear trigger, this is a deep comfort to me… that some sane and peace-keeping extraterrestrial society has shown us that they have the ability to shut such weapons of mass destruction down and render them inert. And shut them down completely, from regular electric power, to the back-up generator power, to the back-up battery power, to the extent that it took days to bring these weapons back online to being launch-ready.

Crop circles also have been with us for hundreds of years and many scholars study them today. There seems a mysterious dance of consciousness exchange that the crop circle creators seem to be playing with humanity, expressed in beautiful and intricate detail on the canvases of crop fields. Yes, some are hoaxes. But one cannot put all of these amazing and complex designs down to hoaxes. Something profound is at work here, speaking to us in a deeply symbolic language that our conscious minds are mystified at, but that our deeper spiritual levels, perhaps understand and continue unlocking the secrets to expanding human consciousness on Earth in these amazing and challenging times we are all living through today.

Gregg Braden I have loved and respected as a personal teacher from afar for years. Seeing him in person at last was a rare treat for me, and my high opinion of him remains unchanged. But to not include or look at the extraterrestrial factor in all of his work is becoming a serious issue. At the very least, he might be asking himself how his work and his message would be impacted by the probable eventuality of open, acknowledged conscious contact with extraterrestrials, as a newly emergent reality in our world and how our world and its people will be impacted by such a reality.

To those of us who have studied and researched the extraterrestrial data for years, looking at government cover-ups, data gathered from antiquity, current pictorial and video evidence, which is increasing exponentially today, this is absolutely a real phenomenon. It will make a deep impact on humanity when it becomes a reality that no one can ignore any more. My own experiences in the military, and the recovering of memories from that military time and my own childhood through adulthood abduction/contact memories, with physical traces in my body, drove me to research and understand better what was happening to me and to try to understand the larger context of it all. And my deep spirituality has been the larger container for all of my experiences, for which I am deeply grateful, to have somehow been born to look always for the larger, cosmic view. So, Alberto Villoldo, who works so closely with indigenous elders regarding shamanic work, may have a resource and insight into the Star Nations legends and lore right before him, if he would simply inquire into it. I too am fascinated with orbs and other signs of other-dimensional beings, but I feel there are also galactic “star nation” humans with whom we here on Earth share a common heritage, physically, energetically and spiritually. There is a huge body of testimony to support this and not all of it can be simply dismissed.

Bruce Lipton, with your brilliant work into the “Biology of Belief”, you might do well to consider some of the data uncovered by Francis Crick of our extraterrestrial “intelligent design” origins in our DNA before completely dismissing any importance of DNA at all. I really honor your work and agree with it completely. So what kind of potential might be in these 223 non-coding extraterrestrial genes waiting to be turned on by expanding consciousness? In my own experience, every single part of my body lives in an energy dance with my consciousness. This is why I love your work, it confirms what I intuitively know.

To Gregg Braden, scientist, visionary and spiritual teacher, I would simply say (and to your colleagues of Choice Point 2012 as well) it's time to look at the extraterrestrial evidence and begin to ask some important questions… what-if questions to ponder, investigate and re-ask over and over again and allow the process to lead you to new knowledge that could bring greater depth to your work and what you have to share with others. I know traditional science has gotten to be much like religion in recent decades. They like their favorite evolutionary models and explanations, and troubling new evidence that throws their sacred dogmatic theories into question is not welcomed. They often choose to simply ignore it, especially when our government, religions, and traditional science have maintained such a position of official denial about things extraterrestrial, or even mystical and energetic. To court such subjects has been tantamount to professional suicide. So I understand that it takes great professional and intellectual courage to challenge such denial, or risk losing funding or supporters. But it seems to me that you are already challenging tradition and dogma with what you all are doing. So would any of you cast the same ridicule and denial that you yourselves may have experienced from more traditional scientific disciplines on the extraterrestrial phenomenon without investigating what is really there in the volumes of data around it first?

If you would but begin to venture into looking at the extraterrestrial factors at work in our world, at least quietly and privately, and ask yourselves those wondering, pondering expansive questions, with ever-expanding, evolving answers, you might find some illumination of your own work that has been eluding you up to now. And in having the courage to speak of it, you may find more of your audience receptive to hearing about how extraterrestrial factors may be influencing humanity and consciousness than you might realize. I feel strongly that at the non-ordinary states of consciousness symbolized by alpha, theta, delta and gamma states of consciousness, contact with extraterrestrial, extra-dimensional beings is already underway, and moving closer and closer to the surface of all our conscious waking minds. With my current experiences and knowledge, I work like a shaman to inform, educate, inspire and get people to begin to look at what is already before them, without fear. It's my firm belief that the extraterrestrials we might fear have already been on our world and created much mischief, including the enslaving of our consciousness to build a world structure and hierarchy that serves an elite few and keeps the rest of us in the dark as to the marvelous spiritual beings we truly are, with the power to create a world of magnificence. In essence, the plot or story of humanity now is, on the threshold of 2012, “Will they wake up in time to realize that they have the power to change their world into a place of peace and beauty and love?” And I thank you all in the most heartfelt and sincere way for the work you are all doing to this end… and invite you to consider the extraterrestrial factor in your work as well.

I loved all three of these men's presentations at Choice Point 2012 in Denver this past May 30, 2009. And also to these men, and all those spiritual, scientific and mystical teachers out there who consider these men their peers in the study and revealing of who we truly are as human beings, and what our untapped, but increasing physical, mental, emotional and spiritual potentials truly are - I invite you and challenge you to look at the extraterrestrial evidence of contact and intervention in the affairs of Terran humanity from ancient times to modern and bring your wonderful minds, hearts and beings to bear on a deeper study of this phenomenon and its implications for humanity on every level.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Durango Exopolitics News for May 2009

Hi Everyone,

The new year I had to hit the ground running to keep up with my life, so I've been pretty busy. My body has been reminding me that I have back problems and hand problems to contend with and I have had to measure out my time at the computer, so sorry for no update to Durango Exopolitics blog or emails for so long. I attended the International UFO Congress in Laughlin, NV the end of Feb., I was a speaker at the Aztec UFO Symposium the end of March, and I will be in Ohio the end of this month, and in Denver the end of May! Very busy time. My book needs to take priority as well, as growing numbers of people are waiting for it to come out. I hope you take a scan through the rest of the email for current news on me and more...

Victoria Liljenquist has a new blog, "Messages of Light from Victoria" at this link:
She has also posted new videos at YouTube with her updated messages regarding the times we are living in and her "Program of Victory" Tour this summer... check out "Amazing Journey" and find her list of others here:

Definitely take a look at the 10 minute YouTube Video,
"Disclosure 101". I have put it up here at Durango Exopolitics. It was recorded at the UFO Congress I attended in Laughlin, NV and it really shares the possibilities that contact would open up for humanity as well as other questions very well.

In this issue:

Wanderers, Walk-ins & Starseeds Group

Articles by Niara: The new Denver Extraterrestrial Contact Examiner & UFO Digest

Events & Interviews Online - Current & Upcoming

Lightship Pictures online
Durango Exopolitics Meetings – Restructuring!

Wanderers, Walk-ins & Starseeds Group
Meets at Dragonfly's Book Garden in Durango, CO

929 Hwy 3, Suite A

Emotions, Feelings, & the Exercise of Intuition
This is such an important topic we'll be continuing it in May with new material to view and discuss. How to avoid emotional manipulation. We live in a world & society contrived to manipulate our emotions. Story & Drama are essential components of emotional manipulation, unintentional or deliberate. We will identify our different emotions, how they are hardwired into us for specific purposes, & how to use them to our best advantage & be able to go quiet, center when discernment & use of our clear intuition is needed. Emotional turmoil, positive or negative, can interfere with our intuition, or feeling discernment. Learn techniques to quiet emotions so natural discernment can emerge.
Donations welcome... but not required.
Email me at for more info about the group.

I plan on this group also being available as a monthly conference call as well so those outside the local area can join in... stay tuned!

Articles by Niara:

I am now the new Denver Extraterrestrial Contact Examiner at the Denver Examiner online. I have my first article there to help those who haven't given UFOs or ETs much thought, or are skeptical. If you have friends or family you've been trying to educate about this, this would be a good article to send to them.

"What do UFOs & Extraterrestrials have to do with life in the real world?"

And at UFO Digest:

"The Toll of Silence: The Human Cost of National Security Act of 1947 Secrecy"

Events & Interviews Online - Current & Upcoming

Available online now: Listen to my new interview at the Purple Phoenix with Dana Shino here, a good way to find out what I've been so busy with since the first of the year!

Coming up:

I'll be on Paranormal Radio Network with Joe Montaldo this coming May 6th, 7pm Central Time, 6pm Mountain Time.


Schedule here:

The interviews are live or recorded for listening later.

Archives page:

2009 Paranormal Symposium, Angelfire, NM

September 11 - 13, 2009

I will be a speaker at this event as well. More details will be forthcoming!

Lightship Pictures Online
Beginning at the start of December to present, I've had regular sightings of what I'm calling "lightships"… sky phenomenon that flash and pulse in colors, blues, reds, violets, ambers and greens. I have taken pictures with my camera with a couple different settings and the pictures are amazing, and beautiful. See the lightship pictures I've taken over the last few months online here:

Durango Exopolitics Meetings – Restructuring!
I have been out of town the end of each month for a while now, so Durango Exopolitics has not been meeting. This month and May are the same, travel will prevent meeting the last Sunday of the month. I'm looking at how to restructure this so we can begin meeting again for film and discussion and fresh popcorn while we do it! I hope to have something in place for June but as I move more and more into the public with my education and activism, I'm not sure how my schedule will unfold at this time. Please stay tuned if you are interested in still seeing thought-provoking DVDs on disclosure, extraterrestrials, consciousness expansion and other topics relevent to the times we are living in.

As always, thanks for reading…



Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Do You Hear What I Hear?

With Christmas season just behind us, this line from “The Little Drummer Boy” Christmas carol came to mind to write this blog. As I sit here writing, I hear the clairaudient tone in my head that I've been hearing regularly now for about a year. I've mentioned it to some friends and several of them remarked on also hearing a “tone” in their head, ears, or inner ear. Here are some instances referencing a “tone” (or tones) that have synchronistically come to me via the internet:

This a comment from David Wilcock's website or blog that came to me via email, so I don't have the exact link:

“David, you keep bringing the “goods” to the table. This information is invaluable to everyone and to me as well. I have been following all your postings since I watched the 2012 Enigma video on Google. I found that video sort of by accident while hanging out with a friend at my house watching some other stuff and I decided to just type in some obscure search term and BAM! there it was like an answer to my question. I had been researching this type of material on my own since 2005. I have surprisingly come up to very very similar understandings and conclusions like you have. But 2012 Enigma put it all together and the one thing I remember the most was the “pineal” gland. That caught my attention more than anything and that's when I started to realize that the “ringing” in my head was natural and I started to take advantage of it and soon enough I had my first out of body exp. More than once since then and also very very cool flying dreams that seem very very realistic. I am almost thinking I am in the astral plane interacting with “real” people on a different “level.”

This next one came from an “Intenders of the Highest Good” email, where Victoria Barna, author of “Reclaiming Your Power” wrote:

“… I had to chuckle when I was listening to the road show CD when you mentioned the high pitch frequency that some of us hear. I've been consciously aware of mine for at least 2 years and my guidance told me that it was a clear and direct channel to the Highest Light/Mother-Father God and my guides. I didn't know what to make of it at first. Once I trusted this truth I accepted it as part of who I am. I did recently mention it to a friend who thought I might have tinnitus or ringing of the ears and I just looked at her and said, trust me, that isn't what it is! I'm grateful that you speak about it so that others know.”

Victoria also has a shares her insights and special messages at .

In an interview I listened to with James Gilliland on “Above Top Secret” an internet radio show, he also talked of this sound or tone that people are hearing, describing what I experience almost exactly. He talked of a tone people are hearing in their heads, that gets louder or softer, modulating, and what he called a pressure around the third eye point and a sensation on and around the top of the head like wearing a beanie cap. He calls it communication from the extraterrestrials when they are nearby in their ships and that a low bass tone signifies that a large mothership is in the area (although perhaps unseen). You can access this radio show here:

James description truly amazed me as it was a very close and precise description of what I experience, though I would describe what he calls “pressure” as just a gentle sensation around where the pineal gland in the center of my head is. I also get a visual sense of it and how it appears in my energy field. Here is my rough drawing of it:

What follows are my own insights or intuitions about this “tone”.

Many people jump to the conclusion that it must be tinnitus, but those of us hearing it don't think so at all. It seems to come from inside my head, around the pineal gland. I hear it all the time now, but I also have heard it for many years prior, it's just that before, I would only hear it out in the extreme quiet in nature, where it was a blissful experience to hear what I then called, “the sound of silence”. I have also likened it to hearing “all the electrons of creation spinning in their orbits.” For those that don't hear it, or aren't tuned into it, you can get an idea of it from striking a small chime, such as a Stannard “E” chime, and listening to the way the tone lingers on the air before it fades away.

The tone or tones shift and change from time to time, growing louder or softer, but these days it never is truly gone or quiet. Sometimes there are 2 or 3 tones creating a harmony. Sometimes one ear will get a louder tone then it drops off. I'm noticing this modulation and a more high-pitched tone in my left ear now as I write, and I wonder if whoever is communicating with me via this tone is giving me extra data to write about in a playful manner. There is a pleasant quality to what I hear, a soothing feeling of connection that I enjoy very much.

It often gets much louder and more pronounced the closer it gets to bedtime. Often I'll find myself replying, “Yes, I know it's bedtime, I'm going soon.” For several years now I've felt that I may be astral traveling to motherships in orbit while I sleep where I learn things in what I call, “the cosmic university”. I've met friends for the first time on Earth who I seem to know and have a connection with immediately, and somehow, we know we met in the cosmic university. So now I wonder if the tone getting louder, perhaps calling me to sleep, could be my ET instructor ringing the bell calling me to class.

Hearing the tone is relaxing. I suspect it keeps my brainwave state closer to alpha or theta than beta, and there is a sense of being connected to something special. In “Preparing For Contact” by Lyssa Royal and Keith Priest, the being Lyssa channels, Sasha, a Pleiadian woman, says that it is when humans are falling asleep and entering the alpha or theta brainwave range that contact with extraterrestrials occurs. In fact, Sasha related that contact with an extraterrestrial can bring on theta brainwave activity, and since for most people theta is the precursor of sleep, that's what they do, fall asleep.

When I was part of a spiritual organization called Eckankar, they taught about this sound calling it the Eck, the sound & light of the Godhead as it traverses all dimensions of creation, actually facilitating Creation.

These are my initial writings and musings on this tone. My investigation of this experience continues!

Happy Hearing…

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Dispelling Fear: How to Make Believers out of Non-Believers

As I wrote the title, above, I thought of the scene in "What the Bleep Do We Know?!" where the main character was having a dream about a shaman helping her to see the approaching sailing ships, as if she were a member of a tribe for whom large European sailing ships were so far outside the tribe's experience that they had to be helped to see the ships by the shaman, who was more esoterically trained to see things outside the realm of everyday experience.

For those of us who have been, and continue to follow the exopolitical news together with mainstream news' bits and clips and connect the dots, some kind of disclosure process about extraterrestrial contact looks to be occurring. In fact, I feel it definitely IS occurring and I'm glad about it, however also maintaining an air of caution about the kind of disclosure we can expect from a secret government within a public government who has seen fit to withhold the truth for over 60 years, if not much longer.

In an email to one of my relatives, I let slip that I am working on a book. (About my own experiences and insights around the ET phenomenon, that for me, spans the entire spectrum from government secrecy to the spiritual expansion of human consciousness.) Interested, she asked me what I was writing about. Here we go, I thought. My human relatives are very mainstream and many of them decidedly conservative in their viewpoints. But as I go more and more public with my educational endeavors on this subject, they are more and more likely to hear about it. So I took the plunge. I share what I wrote to her here to help those of you out there who do know this is real find perhaps some way to share with those people you know who are still mired down in government-sponsored ridicule and disbelief of many years now. Here are my responses to her, over 2 different emails.

"As far as UFOs go, watching the videos I suggested, particularly the Disclosure Project ones are a good place to start. These are very, very compelling witnesses, extremely credible professionals and hard to ignore. If you truly have an open mind and watch this video, I think you will come away from it thinking about this subject in at least slightly less skeptical ways. I can only tell you that my experiences and the study I've done for years since support what these people have to say. I'm not really that interested in converting people, or really even discussing it with some people UNTIL they've viewed some of the videos I recommend. I have talked to my mother about this somewhat and she is skeptical too. That's fine if my family is skeptical, and that is one of the reasons you've never heard me talk about it. My experiences were deeply traumatizing and were done to me by human beings in the military hierarchy peripheral to observing ET technology, and I wasn't able to really work on healing for years until I put aside the ridicule and denial of much of the public about these subjects. I didn't need to add my own family's skepticism and denial into the equation as well, so I just haven't "gone there" in my conversations with family. And if you so desire, we have no need to "go there" in our discussions either. But I have gone public to talk about my experiences (a necessary final stage of healing) and family may hear about some of my public life in this regard.

I've also always been a deeply spiritual person, in contrast to being a religious person. I've relied more on my personal experiences in nature and worked to develop my own "sensitive" personal relationship with the Creator, rather than go to church or follow any religion. I was quite disgusted with the church in Perrysburg that I considered completely hypocritical in their catering to the well-to-do and popular in the community and leaving my family out in the cold so to speak. I later found out my mother was excommunicated for divorcing my father-- like she was supposed to stay in a marriage where she was physically at risk to stay within church guidelines. That was the final straw for me with organized religion. I'm a good loving person and a moral person, but it is part of my own spiritual code and development, not because I'm following rules laid down by religion. I feel I have an even deeper understanding of the reasons for loving and moral actions and behavior as a result of my own inner explorations. My spiritual life is a rich one and reaches into realms of psychic phenomenon from time to time. More and more science is coming out to confirm that we are part of a living, interconnected universe and those of us who are sensitive in a psychic way have been picking this up for a long time. Nice to see science beginning to confirm what we have always known and sensed, and have been taught by spiritual masters of the far East for generations.

Most of my life I've felt like an outsider in the family because of my spirituality, and I can't really remember a time when it hasn't been a part of me, it seems to have been with me from the cradle onwards. I haven't spoken of it much or shared much of it with my family... why bother them with it when they seem to not share it and open myself up for criticism? I got more than enough criticism while growing up as it was, and that was more healing I have had to go through in my adult years. I understand that, while harmful, it was not maliciously intended, rather it was a function of how many parents thought they should raise children and get them to comply with what they thought was best for them.

This is quite a bit of opening up for me with someone from my family and I have rarely done it before, except with my mom... and my kids, who have at least some of the same leanings and sense of spirituality that I have. I do love my family, in spite of differences, but the differences do hold me apart a lot of the time because I don't know if there will be the same loving acceptance of me with them as I try to give others. I have a lot of wonderful friends who are kindred souls and I have many deep conversations with them about these types of things and we are close. Feeling like an outsider with my own blood relations has been a little hurt I've carried around for a long time. I know at this point I can't change who I am nor would I ever want to. More and more I know I live in a living, loving conscious Universe and I'm an integral part of it as everyone is, and I wouldn't turn my back on my path or where it's taken me for anything, even with all it's difficulties.

Much Love,

Having gotten no reply to the above message, I wrote again to her this morning:

"Dear __________,

I haven't heard back from you after what I consider to be taking a risk in letting you know where I stand on this topic. I hope I have not disturbed or distanced you in any way, but again, I need to be who I am and I need to stand up for the truth around this issue as so many others are now doing, in the U.S. and around the world.

I'm sorry if it flies in the face of any of the beliefs you hold dear about our world, our government or the world's organized religions. I know that can be disconcerting and scary. But there is no reason to be afraid, particularly if you believe in a loving God, who holds us all in his heart. I usually don't use the word "God" any more, it is a word that means so many different things to different people, I use the term loving conscious Universe, which for me means actually a multiverse, a universe comprised of a variety of dimensions which our own physicists (not UFO researchers) are now exploring the qualities of.

While I'm on the subject of God, please know also that last May this year, the Vatican made a public announcement: "Extraterrestrials most probably do exist and if so, they are our brothers." Taken as a statement by itself, it's easy to regard as an anomaly and dismiss. But knowing as I do that it comes as part of a flow of information, a stream of bits and pieces that have been steadily moving into the news media, surrounded by less and less denial and ridicule, I think we are moving closer and closer to a time when extraterrestrial contact will be an acknowledged reality.

Here are 3 clips online regarding this subject, and there are countless others:

John Podesta, who is now heading up President-elect Obama's transition team (26 sec):

A CNN newsclip covering a National Press Club conference last Nov. and interviewing Stephen Bassett, a lobbyist in Washington D.C. who works to get the truth around this subject to come out (8 min 32 sec):

Two ex-military witnesses who have come forward, Clifford Stone and Robert Dean (9 min 41 sec):

Larry King Live has run an entire series of shows covering this topic in the last year, with some of the best witnesses and experts.

And, Monday through Friday, November 24-28, CNN's American Morning with John Roberts and Kiran Chetry aired a five-part series on UFO/ET/Exopolitical issues:

- MONDAY: NOT JUST CRAZIES - What do Moonwalker Edgar Mitchell, Actor Dan Aykroyd, Former White House Chief of Staff John Podesta and CNN Correspondent Miles O'Brien have in common? They have all seen UFO's, believe in them or both.
- TUESDAY: ROSWELL REVISTED - 61 years since the famous UFO incident and the place is still peddling the alien trade. We'll take you to the site where the UFO landed and let you decide.
- WEDNESDAY: CLOSE ENCOUNTERS - Abductions: are they a reality or a product of vivid imaginations. We'll talk with someone who says they've been for a ride with ET. Could this really be true?
- THURSDAY: CALL 1-800-ALIEN... PLEASE! - Listening to the heavens for a radio signal to prove there is intelligent life beyond Earth. What can be heard and could we make contact?
- FRIDAY: THE MARS WORM - Did the NASA Opportunity Rover snap a picture of a fossilized worm? If so, what does life on Mars mean for the theory that we're not alone?

While I expect the journalists reporting on this to still make their little jokes and jibes while showing this material, the fact that someone thought this subject worthy of doing an entire week of stories about shows that something is happening to perhaps put the issue in the forefront of peoples' thoughts.

I know you think of me as a known member of your family, and have a collection of ideas and associations about who I am based on our family ties and relationship. You can't know the experiences which convinced me of the reality of this, the trauma I endured while in the military and the years it took to finally begin to heal (and the educational process to the public that I'm doing now that is part of that healing process). You don't know the years of research I did around this topic to try to understand my experiences and put them into some kind of meaningful context. As frightening as the things that happened to me in the military were, the implications of them were even more frightening - a shadow government within our public government who operates out of their own private agenda and not in any way for the best interests of We the People, a cadre of individuals who can do what they want to people like me without fear of any repercussions or criminal legal consequences. These are the ones that are scary, not the real extraterrestrials. They have used back-engineered ET technology to bad ends and not to benefit the public but to give themselves unprecedented power. Unfortunately for them, their self-serving attitudes and motivations are the flaw that will bring them down. There is a saying there is no honor among thieves... and eventually they will turn on each other and the whole mechanism will collapse. I believe we are seeing that now.

I find that if one pushes hard enough on people's denial and ridicule on this subject what is revealed is their own fear of the unknown. How many times do we find people joking and ridiculing something that deep down, they fear? What if something really is out there and powerful enough to travel at the speed of thought through time and space and even other dimensions? Shouldn't we fear it? We have a known history on our planet of the strong preying on the weak, and conquering or killing less advanced peoples, less technologically developed cultures. This is not so however with the inter-dimensional extraterrestrials. For a culture such as theirs to achieve what they have, they must recognize the oneness and sacredness of all life - and that statement contains another whole essay in itself to demonstrate that point.

So I work to educate and inform and thus try my best to offer people a different viewpoint rather than one of fear. I point out that those we might truly fear are succumbing to their own collapse created out of their own selfishness and lack of reverence for life, which ultimately comes home to roost at some point as a group with such an attitude gains a certain level of power and begins to run amok with it.

I won't bring up this subject with you again unless you ask more about it, and I hope that we are still friends.


So, there it is. I hope I hear back from her regardless of whether she accepts what I wrote to her or not. She need not accept what I say for me to still love her as a family member and respect her position and beliefs. I don't need to talk to my family or waste their time or mine trying to convince them. But perhaps I've planted a seed that as they run into other information independent of my words or presence, will bring a gradual opening to and acceptance of the fact - at the very least - that something is indeed afoot and might bear paying more attention to.

As more and more material moves into the mainstream news media about the extraterrestrial phenomenon - the testimony, the reality of it - more and more people are being prepared for the idea that we have had contact, and will have more open contact someday soon. None of us should be cheated in any way as to the wonder and marvel of that contact, and the beginning of fulfillment of humanity's spiritual potential that will bring. But it bears keeping in mind that as the authors of the secrecy - the shadow government, the military-industrial complex - allow this information to be increasingly put out on mainstream TV, they may have their own agenda as they always have in the past, and it may be one of using the information they have to serve up more fear. Please assess all information by breathing deeply, going very quiet within and separating as much as you can the emotional slant and import of what you see and hear through what your gut tells you.

There truly is nothing to fear, but fear itself - the things it makes people do or say, or how they behave. The more we can maintain our equanimity in the face of all things, the more we can respond to the moment for our own highest good and the good of all.

Thanks for reading...


P.S. I did hear back from my relative, and all is well. She may yet be skeptical, but we're still family!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Never forget, We are the Ones We've Been Waiting For & Citizens' Disclosure Activism

I felt much the same surge of joy, positive energy and relief when Obama swept the presidential election as anyone! And, I got 2 messages (among many) about the election and Obama being elected, from vastly different sources, but similar, all the same…

From spiritual channel Susan Leland:

“St Germain tonight said that America is the World. What happens here will move across the face of this planet and all will see that it is not about the victory of one man as head of the country. It is about all the new energies within all the peoples of the world that are standing together to watch the wave of change move from America to be shared with the world, and in turn the world to share with all peoples. There will be no return to the ways of the past as tonight those bridges were collapsed forever. Whether some know it or not, we have stepped up onto our path of ascension, in a decisive manner and only congratulations is in order. We will now find that where there were previously impediments, there will now be assistance and encouragement that only increases with each step we take. Without the harassment and destructive programs we will feel the lightness of heart and spirit increase in every place we go. In the supermarket, at work, or at play, a new energy has now commenced to lift us together. The changes will begin to accelerate at a dizzy pace now.”

What Obama's Election Means Abroad
Scott Baldauf, The Christian Science Monitor: "The world, which has tracked this American election like no other, sees Barack Hussein Obama as their president, their choice. And they see him through their own geographical and cultural prisms. To many, he represents the restoration of faith in American democratic ideals, of equality. The global euphoria over the election of the first black US president is also partly an expression of a populace that wants to believe that the same principles can apply to their lives, too."

In exopolitical articles and discussions going on right now online, it's being wondered if Obama will be the disclosure president we've all been waiting for, or will disclosure be relegated to the half-truth, half-deception of the military-industrial complex and black project groups wanting to keep to their secret agendas? Stephen Bassett of Paradigm Research Group has initiated a new project, Million Fax on Washington. At this website, you can get guidance to send a letter (best option), fax (next best) or email stating your desire to see the truth embargo around extraterrestrials and their technology ended so that technologies that we need badly can be accessed and implemented to end oil addiction and clean up our planet.

These shadowy organizations have been making decisions about energy and technology that affect our whole world and everyone's lives, they've been doing it for decades, and they've been doing it to line their own pockets. A major environmental crisis is upon us as a result. This must end now and we must take every opportunity to see that it does.

Please join me in sending a letter ASAP. As happy as I am that Obama is now our next president, I can't forget how we got to an administration under the Bush regime. We got complacent. We thought we had a system of government - executive, legislative and judicial each checking and balancing the other - that couldn't go too far wrong, no matter who was in the White House.

Since you can get Obama's mailing address at Stephen Bassett's website, and while you are writing your letters for disclosure, please think to write also to President-elect Obama about the release, pardon or some kind of help for Gary McKinnon. I got an email this evening from James Gilliland of Eceti on this and he is right. We must not forget about Gary McKinnon and he needs protection from being turned over to military goons in the U.S. who would punish him severely and unjustly . You can get news on his plight at Alfred Webre's blog:

And Project Camelot did an interview with him as well and that can be accessed here:

Basically, Gary was able to get into a U.S. defense naval computer system where he found a file of "Non-Terrestrial Officers", meaning not human being officers from Earth! He is now fighting extradition to the U.S. to stay in the UK and do what penalty he needs to do for his crime there. He has been very worried about ending up in Guantanamo Bay. I certainly hope this place will be shut down when Obama takes office.

We also must not forget that some invisible cadre of powerful individuals rigorously stripped our choices for president down to McCain and Obama. While I hold out all hope for Obama being everything he appears to be, and am determined to think the best of him, I remember that my first and second choices for president, Dennis Kucinich and Ron Paul were not given a fair chance to run or participate in the presidential primary process.

I remember people in the 70s and 80s who felt they didn't want to vote, didn't need to vote, who felt that they could afford the luxury of not voting. People said it doesn't matter who's in the White House. And while We the People were looking the other way, enjoying the American Dream lifestyle - special interests stole our government and began slicing away our constitutional rights to use America's military might for their own corporate agendas. Never forget this lesson in democracy… to never again give our power away to political leaders again. We must involve ourselves in the policies and institutions that decide the course of our lives.

The best way to bring a desired thing into physical manifestation is to demonstrate your intention by taking positive action to create it. That shows the Universe you are serious and the Universe is waiting to give us what we desire, if only we step up, act and get out of our own way.

Never forget, We are the Ones We've Been Waiting For.

Thanks for your time...